This Is Me

I live in a world that is not my own that I succumb to in many ways. I live by a code that leaves me to find joy in the small things in life. Not take advantage of anything. Love and learn from everyone I meet in my journey. And especially to learn what it means to be selfless in more ways I thought possible. I am a Army wife. It is what I do. I have a love hate relationship with what I do. But do I regret it? No way.

Monday, December 15, 2014

TBD...

Looking back through this blog over time I've realized that the constant theme of my military wife life is "this is what is happening, this is what's supposed to happen," and then "this is what has really happened."
Repeat. 
Over and over and over.
Needless to say, it's not the easiest thing ever but man, I'm NEVER bored. 
There are typical challenges enough of being a wife and stay at home mom, but adding our true "mistress" of the military to our home always adds drama and sacrifice, yet sometimes true glory that everyone gets to enjoy and relish in. 

Since my last post in May I've been totally MIA but not without purpose or reason.
If we are friends on Facebook then you are fully aware of the chaos that has ensued us thanks to our "mistress," but oh, how I have longed for the opportunity to hop on here and type out what is more to our story than Brynlee'isms and random photos of here and there. 
Once we got our household goods (which was a miracle in of itself!) it was seriously one of my number one missions to find my little personal desk slip of all my crazy passwords to everything, including the password to here, that somehow I don't have memorized, and get to writing out everything that's flooded through my mind and mouth since then. 
Since May, we've experienced death and new life.
Change for the good and change unexpected with a "yet to be determined" outcome. 
What was once a secure path delved into uncertainty.
Pretty much nothing is ever what it seems, no day is certain, and things don't always end up the way you think they should or would.

So with that caveat, be prepared for me to send you on a Facebook/blog post overload.
I've given myself until the end of the year to get completely caught up with our 2014 years adventures and start fresh and clean for 2015 with all that is to come.
I don't feel like my/our life is that interesting to need to share everything, but honestly I can't tell you how many times I've looked back on this blog to see how far I/we have come and what we've pushed through, so it's mostly for me and also for my family that I don't get to talk to as often as I'd like!
I appreciate those of you that willingly join and support me and our family on our journey. 
We love you all and have never really been able to find the words for find a way to express how much we appreciate all your love and support. 
Hopefully we do you all proud. :)


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